I am tired…. I am tired of trying to be stronger than I feel.
No one is ever going to stand up for me or do things for me except me. I know some will read this an think UGGGG really? And that is fine I do appreciate all those whom have helped me but this is an internal fix that no one can help with….
I have let people down and people have let me down and I guess that’s just the way the world works. But I need to believe in myself and you need to believe in you.
Today my world is not turning in the same direction as the rest of the world seems to rotate on. My axle is broke and the wheels are falling off. Almost seems as though my little piece of the world is crumbling around me….
But I will pick myself up, dust me off and move on with life as we know it as if nothing ever happened.. well because that’s what I do… I move on… I don’t take hostages and I have no regrets….. Because I learn something all the time and every time…. I have faith in me because I have been there done that.
People and this world have made me different and cold…. No I am not the same person from a year ago ( a lot has happened) and I dont think that little miss Happy will return anytime soon.
Tomorrow is a new day and as long as the sun rises and I wake up, then I will do better than I did today with or without anyone by my side… As I am built for this.
Today is the first day of the rest of my life and I will believe in me! I know my worth and I hope you know yours too. We are stronger than we believe and we CAN do this 🙂